Break Me

I am not typically a fan of Jewel, but I ran across this song tonight and it fits my mood perfectly. I was speaking to an old friend. It felt like it had been forever, months since we had spoken. It had only been 3 weeks. So much has pulled in on itself, flowing in layers over my soul. I have found a home, a peaceful repose for my heart. With it comes rules, the necessity of being an actual adult when it comes to my sex life. I want something so desperately that I ache with the need of it. It is part of the letting go. To have it, I must trust in him to be everything. I am afraid. This moment in my life, if I let go to him completely giving up everything else, I will need him. He will have the ability to hurt me deeply and I don’t know if I could take that. In truth, it is too late. I am lost.

Break Me – Jewel

I will meet you

In some place

Where the light lends itself

To soft repose

I will let you undress me

But I warn you

I have thorns like any rose

You could hurt me

With your bare hands

You could hurt me

Using the sharp end of what you say

But I�m lost to you now

And there�s no amount of reason

That could save me

Chorus:

So break me

Take me

Just let me feel your arms again

Break me

I�ll let you make me

Just let me feel your love again

Feels like being underwater

Now that I�ve let go

And lost control

Water kisses fill my mouth

Water fills my soul

Chorus

Bridge:

Kiss me once

Well, maybe twice

Oh, it never felt so nice

Chorus

Just let me feel your love again