When I started this search I promised I would keep it positive, which has been more of a challenge than I anticipated. I’ve been MIA for two weeks (again) and it was this lack of positive energy that made me run.
Because this is a fantasy I believe part of that fantasy is being the passive, supportive, positive girl that I am most of the time. Unfortunately, online hookups can bring out the worst in people. Weather it’s reading the same requests 10 times, knowing that people haven’t taken the time to grasp the least understanding of what I’m looking for, or sheer rudeness it wears me down. Of course I don’t believe this should be taken out on you, but I don’t trust myself not to. So I leave for a while until the idea is again exciting.
Question for you then. What is preferable an absence of a week or two for me to collect my positive thoughts? Or, a few rants here and there on what I hope is otherwise a positive search?
Your Girl.
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